W H A T S O U L S A Y S A N D W H E R E I T G O E S

What soul says and where it goes -Poet

See the world
Full of darkness
No scope of hope
no hope of light
there won't be any bright
Have seen the light on our surface
Hand over to others and others
but internal light never lit
Seen the problems out
and not in
lost those who made you
Lost your origin
Lost the vision of life
Now no one's there to show the way
no one there to send away
This uniqueness and unity
are thrown away
Now seek for the hopes which are none
show the hopes which are gone
here comes the life of us
where hope is already lost
screaming comes be aware of future
you should make it luster
but the hope is gone
and on one is there to find
a little child is there to find
but that child doesn't find
and cries to state his future is none
but the elder treats the inability of the child
and beats with the voices high
being a child can't get the thing
and little becomes big
but forget what was to find
thinks a lot for the solution
become tired of the thing
already seek in everybody
thinks who's there left to see
Innocence makes him fool
forgets the one who is searcher
After that small seek
never tried to give a little peek
always thinks i am small
and all around me are always big
They are bigger and wider than me
I have lost somewhere in them and
somewhere around presents the solution
Lost his all time there
fears if i get screams again
Forget those dozens of claps
which tries to change his track
says that forget about that
and show what you have got
that only don't know what to do
Then forget all the searches of that
and goes miles away from that
Now runs after else thing
and thinks can i do this
Recalling all those times
which he spent on a thing
is this also the same one
Then my life is gone
In a small try starts a big cry
Loses the hopes of heart
Forgets what is love
Now the hate begins
that results on the end
With nothing in the hand
Wastage the time and all done
why should i live here
Now everything's gone.
What to do, this cruel world
Doesn't let to survive
this was my time
now its gone for all
that can't afford a single hall
No place where to live
no food what to eat
now enough is enough
This is the time, i may go
leaving this cruel world
over this piece of world
where my life is a gold
where my life is the gold

                                                                            -Gajanandamani Adhikari

Love everywhere and nowhere

When we were near,
everything just flew
Now i don't have clue
if the feelings are blue

I hardly tries to keep in your heart
Those transferring by the clart
i thought we never would be apart
Thinking everything is fine i was not alert

Now here comes suffering
nobody's there to ring
i feel i am no more human being
lost the qualities of loving and liking
everything just arise like hiking

I will try
not to cry
missing by
but i will try
to cry
walking by
-Gajanandamani Adhikari

F O R G E T T E N B E A U T Y O F L O V E - POEM

          Forgotten beauty of lost Soul  

 Never came those date
 where i could outcome my feelings
 never came those time
 where i could match the eyes
 Just saw the stars for whom the moon cries
 Just saw the skies for whom the sun flies
 but never saw those who have small heights
 My imagination never board thinking about you
 But didn't get it when you flew
 You went so high that i was unseeable
 i tried the best to reach you but never saw down
 that might be the reason i did't see anybody top or down
 i cried a lot thinking i came nowhere but a hope lighten
 where i was unaware
 that you were not present
 i had no option so i followed it
 but i swear i never forgot you
 and till now i seek both of my sides in search of you
 It seems like you have also got someone who hides you from me
 but never stopped my way and went in the same hope
 but you were lost though i am spending every cost
 and i realized that only i was lost
 and the earth is round
 so i run in the same way and same path
 in the hope that i will return back
 but it doesn't seems to be true
 Either the shape changed or the size is huge
 i am running and keeping on
 recalling all your acts and voices
 your beautiful smile and eye
 never saw any hair like yours
 never saw any cuteness you hold
 Its all lost for you but not me
 sky is big than the star
 as no one sees sky merely without having stars
 its incomplete without any of it
 they need eachother
 but importance comes to star than the sky
 today i might be the sky but you are my star
 keep it in mind an say i love you

                                                                        - Gajanandamani Adhikari