THE STORY

This is my story:

When I was in standard three I wanted to roam free
But someone was there who was to catch my heart
My heart was the bird and my body was its wing
I was fine fine and joyful with other
Then you arrive as a turn which could rotate the sun
My heart got the beat that the wings also fit in the cage of yours
But I later realized it was a new world
Here you and I belong with same kind among all of us
This turned me from good to bad
I could do anything to take your glance
All those time of recess spending looking you and being around
If you too remember I had changed my gait to resemble like i am for you and you are for me
And all those activities I do was to see joys in you
It went three years long and i couldn't remember
That I had to admit what i felt and say those words
But those were like piercing my heart and blood coming ahead
I know I also got a chance but I had failed being nervous
Hence I regret whole my life for this deed
And that worse moment turned the year worst
I was first in those days and dancing in the exam
Unaware that those were my last days of your glance
The next session was my death
We had a change, and I was shifted to a new place
I was stranger in the world and miss all days your beautiful words
The world was old but I was new leaving you
The broken glass pierce me in
The monster ate me all But I was cursing me in the divine
What had I done, the world with you was already gone
Now I know the chance I got was the last one
I have never seen you in a million years
Later I found out I was to far in the magical world
The place where you were not there
I had everything but no one really made sense to me
And I still can't get it
Was I true to love you
Or I had fault in love
All the great one, died but they were together
Here I am dying just to see you
To see your soul whom I love
To your eye where i swam
To your heart where I always wanna live
For your one glance if I can die then why not live
I live and the life is only for you
I have hope which will never kill me and you
I love you endlessly but it is eternal
You might not fell I have huge grief
I though changed it to a hope
To a small light in a huge hole
To a log in deep river
To await for you in this new world

                                                                                  - GAJANANDA MANI ADHIKARI