ME

Lets talk about me now
I, the writer of this poems and story
Was never ready
I used to live in a fantasy
But when i chocked out to be back to reality
I dunno if its best
or the worst thing happening
But it feels like 100 hands clapping
to wake me up from night walking
i was gonna jump of the cliff
Near to fly in my dream
But reality is not that easy
i must had made a loud scream
however, dreams not real its just cheezy

Let me introduce myself
without my name and  my fame
all my superior and inferior
all my truths and lies within them
all my influence and regrets

I am easy people influence
i can feel other people's feel without slightest of their words
seem unreal i know but its only real secret you will know about me
I am walking in the hall of fame
but with my reality they gonna take me to hall of shame
the way i am talking seem,s full suicidal
i am not even rhyming this but wanna see my other side
the one where sun is lost and night is must
the one everyone is full of misy
i have no sense of anything but see
i a,m trying to get to the mainstream
its the easy way out for me
to kill someone and shave the evidence clean

The truth is i tried a lot
to turn myself into the outside and all
of course all were foul
and never succeeding battle
but i gotta some with hatred for me
Now i don;t even know which me had started