Criminal lover
The change is the biggest change
The change is that which changed you and me
This is the change which I turn to mild and wild
But this change is for the change
I can simply say That i hate you
But nevertheless Its for the change which I and you most awaited
Which You and me could never avoid
Which has now become the mission of my life
Which has now covered my heart and mind
Which now i and You miss all those words
All those moments which you and i lived together
Which you and i shared to one another
the moment which neither of us got down
That magical feeling which you and i felt
But its was the change
And unfortunately mine
It was me
It was i to be
the one to destroy us
the one to give extreme pain which none of us can heal
the one to vanish all those which you and i felt
murder all those feeling of love and
convert those to the tears and weepings
The deed which I could never heal
the space which I cannot fill
But its was the change
We never knew what change would be there
We only know change will be there and be ready for it
But I was not ready for the change
This departed our range
And put us to the cage
Which is full of dark and memories
Is it the punishment for not getting ready?
Is it the regration of being with you?
Is sharing our eyes wrong, ?
Was it a crime and am i criminal?
Then I will commit it and accept to be hanged.
But i will say, you do not love your wife, life and all your possession.
She was not a stranger but the princess of my world
- GAJANANDA MANI ADHIKARI
Wednesday, July 20, 2016
THE STORY
This is my story:
When I was in standard three I wanted to roam free
But someone was there who was to catch my heart
My heart was the bird and my body was its wing
I was fine fine and joyful with other
Then you arrive as a turn which could rotate the sun
My heart got the beat that the wings also fit in the cage of yours
But I later realized it was a new world
Here you and I belong with same kind among all of us
This turned me from good to bad
I could do anything to take your glance
All those time of recess spending looking you and being around
If you too remember I had changed my gait to resemble like i am for you and you are for me
And all those activities I do was to see joys in you
It went three years long and i couldn't remember
That I had to admit what i felt and say those words
But those were like piercing my heart and blood coming ahead
I know I also got a chance but I had failed being nervous
Hence I regret whole my life for this deed
And that worse moment turned the year worst
I was first in those days and dancing in the exam
Unaware that those were my last days of your glance
The next session was my death
We had a change, and I was shifted to a new place
I was stranger in the world and miss all days your beautiful words
The world was old but I was new leaving you
The broken glass pierce me in
The monster ate me all But I was cursing me in the divine
What had I done, the world with you was already gone
Now I know the chance I got was the last one
I have never seen you in a million years
Later I found out I was to far in the magical world
The place where you were not there
I had everything but no one really made sense to me
And I still can't get it
Was I true to love you
Or I had fault in love
All the great one, died but they were together
Here I am dying just to see you
To see your soul whom I love
To your eye where i swam
To your heart where I always wanna live
For your one glance if I can die then why not live
I live and the life is only for you
I have hope which will never kill me and you
I love you endlessly but it is eternal
You might not fell I have huge grief
I though changed it to a hope
To a small light in a huge hole
To a log in deep river
To await for you in this new world
- GAJANANDA MANI ADHIKARI
When I was in standard three I wanted to roam free
But someone was there who was to catch my heart
My heart was the bird and my body was its wing
I was fine fine and joyful with other
Then you arrive as a turn which could rotate the sun
My heart got the beat that the wings also fit in the cage of yours
But I later realized it was a new world
Here you and I belong with same kind among all of us
This turned me from good to bad
I could do anything to take your glance
All those time of recess spending looking you and being around
If you too remember I had changed my gait to resemble like i am for you and you are for me
And all those activities I do was to see joys in you
It went three years long and i couldn't remember
That I had to admit what i felt and say those words
But those were like piercing my heart and blood coming ahead
I know I also got a chance but I had failed being nervous
Hence I regret whole my life for this deed
And that worse moment turned the year worst
I was first in those days and dancing in the exam
Unaware that those were my last days of your glance
The next session was my death
We had a change, and I was shifted to a new place
I was stranger in the world and miss all days your beautiful words
The world was old but I was new leaving you
The broken glass pierce me in
The monster ate me all But I was cursing me in the divine
What had I done, the world with you was already gone
Now I know the chance I got was the last one
I have never seen you in a million years
Later I found out I was to far in the magical world
The place where you were not there
I had everything but no one really made sense to me
And I still can't get it
Was I true to love you
Or I had fault in love
All the great one, died but they were together
Here I am dying just to see you
To see your soul whom I love
To your eye where i swam
To your heart where I always wanna live
For your one glance if I can die then why not live
I live and the life is only for you
I have hope which will never kill me and you
I love you endlessly but it is eternal
You might not fell I have huge grief
I though changed it to a hope
To a small light in a huge hole
To a log in deep river
To await for you in this new world
- GAJANANDA MANI ADHIKARI
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