Love in Fate

I am sorry, everything ends
this is ending to
but as they say
end is a new journey,
SO i am not leaving
but just a bit more loving
now you are not just a hobby.

Possibilities:
They are many
but are you ready
to intake what you have destined for yourself.
Just keep living the way you want
and just no matter what
I will keep loving you
I guess its just our fate.


© +Gajanandamani Adhikari

My love _>3!

some unspoken words of mine
went striaght to her
i don't know why
but the unherad rhythms perfectly serve
the untouched heart
which was in urge
to fall in love and break apart.
The procedure followed
he became stupid; way too much
then came the tornado
to meet with volcano
after years passed and
the rainbow aligned.
That very moment
he lost his faith; and said to himself
"love is only that moment
when we look dead in each other's eye !!"

for ya~!

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari

my one side >3 :'

i don't know what am i doing
am i living a life, it's just a plight
i got no luck for a fight
to get her on my side
we, our lil friendship and my one side
couldn't make it to promised height
is it a break or running wheels for flight
for that sweet innocent love of mine

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari

Proposal (II) __!

Hey girl : hey girl
won't you talk to me ?
YOU ;
are all i wanna read,
are the only one i need,
are my best fortune's deed,
are my loving heart's seed !

All that is left 
is for you to understand this!
we are not the kid,
now; we are ecahother's need, 
all that is left 
is for you to accept me !

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari

Proposal (I) __!

Hey girl,
feeling all the love
you've given me
falling in the love
you've yet to reach.

You are just a step away
tell me yes
and away we go
i keep you on my own
never let you be alone.
Just talk to me: what you like
and what you don't,
I'll do whatever you want
as per your wish!

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari 

Teen : my time!^^!

This is my time
Teen
it's mine
it's time
to learn what in the world
and who is mine
this time
it's not crime
to beat up the swine
try on some wine
learn to smoke weed
explore real human breed
I dunno my lead
but i sore the seed
join in assassination creed
leave some wounds to bleed
tryna get some heed
and get famous and spoiled indeed!

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari 

God's legacy!__!

God had wept once

to make world suitable

to exist human and all

but what was return of favour

Lost of faith in some

and a fake violence legecy,

is that all.

Well, anyway

god doesn't know

'cause he is no more

he couldn't be so.

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari 

Beautiful Monster : A one-sided love-_!

I  call  her  beautiful  monster

Matter of fact, she isn't a monster

Not even by her heart

It's like when you love sbd. so much

You can barely breath in thought of them gone

Well, just summing up

Same thing going to happen to this love

We'll never drink coffee in the same cup

They say, one sided love is the best one

'cause, we don't need girl's approval

but who'd understand it hurts

which we change into deeper love

Now that I can't have her,

I am set for once and all

Just hoping my love is teenage attraction

so nothing for my heart fall

and i could move on;

With the love which was never mine,

with the love that is gone.

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari 

The Shape of Voices Inside My Head--|'\

The shape of voice running inside my head
Those which I can't say, which can't be explained
Those are the shapes geometry has yet to discover,
and people have to understand

The shape of voices inside my head
They are there, alive to themselves
They are the ones truly invisible and undead

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari

World Life+_!

This uphill battle
with the same old
spirit, all sold
hands, on fold
temperature, so cold
breathe, on hold.

Life may be unjust
joy and sorrow
greed and anger
light and shadow
poverty or banker
world still turns
magic or science
life still runs.

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari 

not worthy-!

This whole process

is making 

me mad

me sad

me bad

Oh yeah, this is it

not enjoying a bit

just slapping myself with neat

Getting the comments lit

Does that even fit

for me to tryna  knit

the future which cheat

No i am not worthy of this

All the memories which kissed

all those chances which flipped

now my mind is all ripped

My heart has already slipped

Just take me a past already

What is left of me to be finished??

Even I write ©

 because sbd. ordered me!

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari 

I am Loser~1!:*

Yeah, I am a loser
I loved a girl once
Even the day has dawn
years passed through my lawn
still her heart is unknown

I am loser
the one who hopes for good
who promised to rise on own foot
who then changes according to mood
who mind still seems crude

Leave them all,
I am in the moment of fall
my fame is waiting for a hall
but that mall
is too faraway, also the girl
I used to think,
I left them all
but no, they are all here
I am still in fear
no one still seems dear
My minds isn't yet clear
who is there to listen my dear
even i tried
even i cried
even i lied
even i need guide
-------after all these year!

All these user
have plans for their future
they have all mature
they burned their lighter
even though its my turn
i am in the place of burn
don't care where i am from
don't take me cause i can't run
i know i fail since i didn't tried
that's why, I am a lose, ain;t i??

© Gajananda Mani Adhikari]

Her Glare:"

Feels like just preview
which has a great lift
This freezing moment always fit
Her glare, that's god's given gift

I am just behind the opposite side
My mind's gone on crazy ride
My heart's on her side
waiting for her's to abide
She just looked behind
Wait, our eyes eyed
My eyes said, You so bright
maybe she thought i lied
"her glare:" I could't hide
My watering eyes had not cried
That moment was where my mind ride

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari 

I hAte iT herE--!!

The fan-base you say
Are not here to stay
They just like what i play-
at present but not everyday
My Life: It's a war
between
 to choose a fan or me
play for them or follow self whatever it be

But,
When I have regrets
Not for the past but present
What you can?
Change what is happening and-
Sure! Life changes if i try
What about those nights I cry
Story - I've been trying to fly
But I can't see the sky
complete trust or betting for someone
means faith-
I am as i am or deployed than you,
 the fan who said i mastered whatever I drew
 hey you, where are you
 Screw you:
i don't feel like human
when i have to follow, where you've been
when i have to play what you want to hear
when i have to face what you call dear
when i have to be in same genre just because you like it there
when i am reaching the heights with your fear
damn! hell then becomes real
and death becomes only freedom.

© +Gajanandamani Adhikari 

World, I wanna create

Someday,
today is gonna be nothing less
thinking about the problems to face
trying to overcome the troublesome race
involving with thousands in their case
thinking about the winning taste
people not caring about one's caste
everyone working to create their own fate
helping sbd. even if they get late
developing the world in its fastest rate
recognizing people with their mind's state
no effect on mind due to the weight
different clothes being the best mate
place where love defeats the hate
This is the world I wanna create:

by +Gajanandamani Adhikari
-lost thoughts-

Do i want me "=!!

I try to write
but my hand goes numb
I know the truth, fact
I just can't face it
I just got to race it
Run away,  playing the game I'll  lose
I know these all;
Ethics and emotions
Politics and socialism
These all are i am in
The matrix,  which controls me
Death. It's not the end
It is, but not for me
I know it seems crazy
Cause, you can't feel it
Neither, believe it
I'm praying maybe god
To show devil & clear me
The me, who thinks though
The me, who burns self
The me who loves Her
I can't take it anymore
Clear these all and just let me go
But deep inside i say:
Don't let  me go
Don't let me go

By  +GajanandaManiAdhikari
-past diary-